I have been wondering a lot lately about whether worrying is a fundamental trait ingrained in us all that is heightened by becoming parents.
Here are some of my nagging concerns:
- Leaving you on the floor to cry when I'm trying to prepare dinner. Will you think I don't love you because I am more engrossed in knives, vegetables and bubbling pots?
- Putting you in your high chair when I'm trying to prepare dinner. Is this time somehow going to stunt your growth developmentally?
- Being anal about cleanliness, to the point that I will listen to you cry and fuss until I've finished cleaning you, your high chair and the floor beneath it.
- Putting you to down to bed before you show signs of being tired and leaving you to self settle.
- The fact that you've been slower to creep and sit than many other babies we know.
- The cradle cap you have and the fact that it keeps recurring.
- The notion that you have two teeth already and I haven't introduced you to a toothbrush.
- The dummy I gave you to help you sleep when you were little because I couldn't bare to listen to the sound of you crying. Now I'm too afraid to take it away.
- The way I can be so engrossed in my phone when you're on your mat that you can fall over without me realising. Does this make me a negligent parent?
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